
I LOVE the Arizona desert and New Mexico mesa country. I'm so high when I'm there. I hike for miles up dry river beds or along mesa tops and I always seem to meet interesting people and have wonderful adventures. The mountain forests aren't dark, dense and buggy like here in Ontario, they're open and bright and you can walk freely. Huge landscape and sky everywhere you look... sun and dry heat... cactus, rock formations, dust devils, tarantulas & rattlesnakes... love it! I return to visit whenever I can (i.e. can afford it).
I lived in Arizona for three years (96-98) and spent a whole summer in New Mexico just down the road from El Morro where the above photo was taken. So why didn't I stay? I ask myself often! Especially given chronic respiratory problems I am prone to here in Canada in the winter that just weren't present there. Well. It wasn't home & wasn't meant to be.
OK, out with it: I couldn't stand living in a place where the majority of the population is semi-literate, eats WAY too many Whoppers, is heavily armed and appears to me to be mentally ill. The desert is full of wackos and marginals who have enough weaponry to fight a war. The cities are disasters of urban geography. (Hey, in my cosmology, any city you need a car to live in is a crime against nature / I didn't even have a drivers license when I arrived there!) Small towns with vestigial main streets boarded up and a strip of Wendy's and Circle K's full of nachos and fluorescent triple extra large slushies along the highway. The dominant culture is just TOO offensive. It's like the end of the world. It's like this is as far as we can go. The image that came to mind was of the moneyed classes of Europe of the mid-18th century... the people with the wigs... another culture gone just as far as it can go; a culture taken on the most surreal and bizarre manifestations of wanton consumption, destruction, behaviour and embellishment; a culture existing at the expense of everyone and everything around it; a culture gone right to the edge. "Après nous... " --great quote, supposedly spoken by Madame De Pompadour to Louis XV. And, no, I don't hate Americans. Most of my American friends share my opinions in these matters and in fact are a whole lot more vehement about it!
So back to Canada I came. And speaking of urban geography, Calgary (or any city that grew up post-automobile) ain't no better! And speaking of culture, English Canada is just a few steps behind the U.S. Always a few steps behind. But living as a hermit like I do, here at the edges of the empire, my face isn't rubbed in it every day. And it wasn't meant to be, my living in the Southwest. I really believe that. I have responsibilities here. Like Jonah I was brought back.
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